1. |
absolution
08:30
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i have been gifted absolution
consequently freed
from penalty or obligation
to the back and forth
beige turning to black
in the burning of
my being gifted all his gold
unfit to rule but I’m told to
so I send out decrees
if I sneak a peck
to your speckled cheek
at the same party
you slide the outside screen
i will follow your lead
i will follow your lead
lead me
boundless, i’m
abounding
feeble minded
withhold, holding
relation addict
call it a cry
for time
for time
been halved
hours to months
months to a year
and two
since I’ve
been whole
i like it
thinly spread
well
i don't
but
i do it
anyway
i'll do it
as long as I can
i won't
always
get to see you
this close
i won’t
see you
wet
under
the
faucet
armored and clad in lamplight
and I’m so glad you kissed me goodnight
fire he made, closed in a drawer
attention unpaid, paper gets torn
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2. |
SR//BB
07:15
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SR
get your body right here
in my field of space
get your body
right here
we made
we made
the outcome
displayed
our fated
affection
get your body to feel
in my field
it’s a friends
shirt that shrunk
in water
words get patterned
late rye
owl standing
on shared smoke
the porch light
outside
we pass
the half
of fire
i trust
you with
my flower
almost over
we wrap our hands
to cut off
blood flow
from one
to the other
kill me
brother
almost
just
don’t go
too far
//
BB
we can’t keep
our hands off
of each other
we can talk
till the sun glows
in the winter, cold
we talk
we ruin each other
but we feel so good
to each other
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3. |
slowjam #2
05:35
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…and I am still indecisive
killing for my own doubt and...
1
2
i’ve fallen off
over thought
the one who was
(chip the wax off of the wood)
left alone
(come to agreement of should)
two months
…and I am still undecided
we’ll see what I come up with
to deal with the pain I’ll cause
3
there’s a semblance of honesty
when we talk of our dreams
revolve around each other
(that light streaming in is you)
revolve around each other
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4. |
7th station
03:10
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as they pass me by
the shadows of a 7
stillness in suspense
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5. |
The Theory of Balance
07:50
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if they come to us
i will refer to you
you weren’t meant to become
the man I made you into
when we met
we were vacated
stately
but I am not regretful
of the good tired legs
in the green morning
today went fully black
for a few seconds
i think
of the delicate thin blue
lines have never had
the same meaning curves do
lines never have
the same meaning curves do
do your sitting on the tile floor
the stirring settles
weed doesn’t do that
what did I eat today?
bruise almost yellow
you’re the one
who ruined me
i compare everyone
to illusion of your memory
while mutual acquaintance
still share stories
i fear I’ve changed you for the worse
in lieu of halved grapefruit and pages
now straining the eyes
that I trust to know love
when I’m near it
too much of a selfish heart
minced the feeling
if I had experience under moonlight
i’d have long since forgotten him
when you arrived
but I had none
i had none
and I wandered to see
what I could do…
no longer lost now
back on The Theory of Balance
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6. |
heron
10:00
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what’s after this?
now that the rains held off
with the heron
i’d love to drift
aloft into the blackness
but it held for us
for her, it coursed
in faultless cadence
for her, it coursed
my creators work too hard
if heaven is blue
then where do we aim?
anxiety in the present climate
the air indeed, innocuous
romanticized preference
as if no others exist
to get high in concept
to be shown how far
all of it’s been taken
to feel settled
without comfort lovers
the potential era
to exhaust in the shoulders
and I lay here
small in the expansion
and I lay here
small in the expansion
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7. |
hallowmean
08:04
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moseying down wind
navigating rocks by the river
tide pulling in
creatures in earshot
of the empty sin
the blue vibrations
on the surface
ripples patterning
to the familiar
it’s not going to help
the water’s so unclean
and I’m the one responsible
lady liberty
please don’t look back
over your shoulder
we’re gonna get behind
please don’t look back
over your own
the past is prone
to open fire
inside the patch
the sacrifice
you thought was home
only the guise
now you may feel
you had no choice
you may have lost
your identity
but trapezoidal points
are filling the void
and healing your energy
please run off the track
the back of your head is eyeless
so don’t let it lead
don’t let it pick up mileage
he hasn’t felt seen
in a while
the esteem
of the wild vine leaves
in his hair
the eviction is a scam
so he says, so he says
only damaged myself
in wandering again
do not place my robe
leave my wrist
man pulls himself out
of the river
we didn’t see him there
please don’t look back
over your shoulder
mind your allegiance
most conversations are tired
have been had before
but sometimes, it doesn’t matter
when there's excitement found
in the same conversation
with a new person
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